What Up

Oct 02


I can’t seem to focus on one thing. My mind is jumping from one thing to the next faster than I can keep up with. After about an hour into the day I start getting a head ache that lasts most of the day. I’m not sure what the cause of this could be, too much work, too far behind, not happy with where I’m at work wise, stress, who knows.

My dad is in the process of getting his 5th divorce, yes, I said 5th. Worrying about him is laying on the stress pretty thick. On top of that I’ve been trying to make a decision to either go into business full time and pay all my insurance out of pocket or stay where I’m at or take a better paying job. I would much rather work my own business full time but I’m scared to take the leap. I would be putting my entire family at risk by doing that and I’m struggling with the idea…more stress. Oh well, I’ll figure it out and hopefully it will be by January.

For now, I will put my head phones on and get to work on some programming some web services.